
We have definitely been experiencing a roller coaster of emotions. Yesterday, we woke up thinking it would be a lousy day because Carter had a runny nose and we were stressing about the ramifications. Then, in the evening we got a phone call from one of the cancer foundations we had applied for a few weeks ago. We are very grateful to the Beckstrand Foundation. Thank you for your help. If anyone is reading this blog who is embarking on this journey of pediatric cancer, we encourage you to apply for as much assistance as possible. It can seem like a time-consuming process in a time when you don’t have anything to spare, but can be worth it. Any assistance is helpful, there is enough on our plates helping our children survive.
Less than an hour after our call from the Beckstrand Foundation, we got “the call” from UCLA. It was turning out to be a great day after all. Of course, our adrenaline was on full steam when we received the second call from UCLA. And oh, what a let-down! We know everything happens for a reason though, and that just wasn’t the right liver for Carter. We are grateful Carter had no idea what was going on. And Bennett was just disappointed when he woke up this morning and Auntie wasn’t spending the night like we had told him when he went to sleep.
We went to the CHOC Outpatient Infusion Center today for our weekly chemo and a blood transfusion. Upon arrival, the nurse came in and said all our testing came back negative and Carter just has a runny nose. It’s so frustrating. Because of the fact that the lab was closed and wouldn’t be getting results until first thing this morning, we couldn’t find out that information when UCLA called last night. We did also find out that Carter’s ANC was zero on Monday and still zero today. So, it would make us nervous going into surgery with nothing to fight even a minor infection. This is frustrating as well though. Matt and I have told the doctors numerous times Carter’s low-point during his chemo cycle falls later than most patients. It is always in the third week. So, we aren’t really sure why they would have us discontinue G-CSF this past weekend right before his counts are about to crash. This is the drug that is supposed to keep them up, or at least help him bounce back faster.
Needless to say, we are back on G-CSF as of this evening. And we were in the clinic from 11am-4pm today with a 3-hour blood transfusion. So, hopefully this will give Carter a little more energy as well. We are also on an antibiotic they had given us yesterday. Between all of this, we are hoping Carter will be ramped up for the next call. UCLA said they will give us a couple days, and we should be back on the list before this weekend. We know the drill this time, and hopefully next time won’t be another dress rehearsal.
Your son looks so much like our son did, what a cutie. I hope you get your call soon. Hang in there!
ReplyDeleteLacy (Burns friend, our son had a brain tumor)
Wow, what a rollercoaster! I'm glad that carter got back on the G-CSF and that's so wonderful that you found the Beckstrand Foundation. You and Matt have such a big job that you need to focus on, I'm glad that there is help available! We are sending prayers that the RIGHT call comes soon and that carter is strong and ready to rock this transplant!!!!!! I saw this poem and thought of you guys...hope you don't mind!
ReplyDeleteLove,
Courtney Norton
Whatever your cross,
Whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine after the rain...
perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fall;
But god's always ready to answer your call,
He knows every heartache, he sees every tear,
a word from his lips can calm every fear...
Your sorrows may linger throughout the night,
But suddenly vanish by dawn's early light
He is waiting somewhere above
to give you his grace and send you his love
Oh so frustrating!!!! I do strongly believe that everything happens for a reason and you want his little body to be strong and able to fight any infection away.....I'm praying his counts go up and you get the call as soon as you're able to! What a roller coaster!!!!!
ReplyDeleteShelley H.
Love that face with the big blue eyes. You and Matt are such good advocates for Carter...I am happy the doctors listened to you and got him back G-CSF medicine. Have a lovely day with your little guys and you will get a call soon and it will be the perfect liver for Mr. Carter. Big hugs to all the Kipps...xoxo Cindy and John
ReplyDeletePraise God Carter doesn't have the swine flu. Praying and commanding his ANC count comes back up to normal levels. Still praying, praising dancing before the throne of grace for your family & the donor family. Hang in there the transplant is going to happen, but in God's time according to God's plan....many hugs & blessings!
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ReplyDeleteBrooke and I spent three hours at CHOC this morning for some tests on her bladder and kidneys, to see why she got a urinary tract infection, and I thought that was stressful.
I can not imagine how you guys are doing it. We have greatest respect for your strength. We will continue to pray for Carter and a perfect liver match.
Andrea